bad bad bad day.
its one of those days whereby...
-you get bird shit on your hair at fucking 920 in the morning before you go to work.
-as part of the multimedia training for work, you suddenly realise that fashion marketing is not where you want to go.
-you wish you were like everyone else going to some poly.
-every malay girl at work looks exactly the same. you get so confused.
-you suddenly get very very scared about school.
-you suddenly get very very afraid of the stress thats gonna come to you when you start schooling and working at the same time.
-you want to cry over every little thing.
-on your way home, you just feel like crying and whining.
-your feet freaking aches.
-you are working afternoon shift tomorrow on a saturday.
-you are working FULL shift on sunday. which means no church.
-you feel as thou you're losing your sanity.
-you feel so sick and tired of everything.
-you just feel like crying. and whining. but yet at the same time you dont want to trouble anyone.
-you're down with high fever, bad cough and a equally bad cough.
-its been six months since christmas. exactly.
-you just want to cry.
-you wish that somehow, you will have the guts to kill yourself.